What if your soul mate is right in front of your eyes?

Yesterday morning, after church I went for brekkie alone at my fave shop in GM(sobs...sia kelaparan sudah bah...bergegar2 ni driving, time di Mass pun ndak concentrate). While waiting for my food and nice cuppa java to arrive, I observed something so amusing that I got the inspiration to write about it. There was this young couple, about mid-twenties, sitting next to each other, eating silently. I noticed the occasional eye contact, but none of that "I suap you and you suap me" PDA-ish thingy...hmmm...anywho, I also noticed that everytime the boyfriend looked elsewhere or eating his food, the girlfriend was looking intently at somewhere else, or should I say...someone else. I hope I didn't exposed myself...luckily I didn't, cos if I did, manalah sia terkasitau kamurang kan?

I thought she was merely looking or glancing, but I noticed that she was looking at a guy at the corner table. Well, he looks like an average Joe, but who knows there might be some hidden passion behind that guy. In my eyes, cumil bah juga the kusai. She looked softly at him, you can notice that something is going on inside her...then, she let out a sigh.

The guy she was looking at, also returned her glances. His eyes were intense and I could see some sparks flying...bzzz...bzzz...bzzzz...then when I glanced at the girl, dia pula tersipu-sipu makan kunun. YAIIII...

Dalam hati sia, apa bah kamurang main tingu-tingu ni?

I think the girl memang lama sudah minat sama ni lelaki, walaupun dorang macam strangers in the night. Before they left (and my watanho sejuk suda...) the girl's boyfriend pi shake hands sama the guy. Cheh, berkawan pula dorang ni. I was asking myself, didn't he noticed that intense glancing or come-hither eye contact between his friend and girlfriend? I observed the girl's behaviour as they were leaving the premise. Her smile was polite and her eyes were sad. And the guy's? He looked at his friend and then to the girl, then he looked away...looking at his coffee kunun.

Mungkin ada cerita bah di sebalik lakonan dorang ni. Maybe at one moment in time, they had feelings for each other but none of them dared to take the chance. Maybe both of them fear rejection or their feelings not reciprocal. Or maybe there's trouble in the girl's relationship?

Anyhow, what would you do if your soul mate is right in front of you? He or she is there, waiting...looking...hoping that you would come up first...and show them your feelings.

Kalau sia?

Hmm...sakit bah rejection. Kalah2 sakit kena jarum oleh beribu-ribu jarum.

But if I didn't confess, until when should I wait? I don't want to spend my life with a guy I barely love and surely I don't want to look what could be and sigh.

My Verdict?

I'll Let You Know...Soon.

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