LAD - Less Alluring Day

I don't feel as beautiful and as bouncy today
I don't know why
Could it be the hormones
Or just a bad day
A touch of lipstick doesn't help me smile
I felt as if I have walked a mile
Slumped and dreary
Heavy and fat
I felt less alluring because of that
I tried to walk in high heels
They say it'll help you feel tall
All I can say is, I just felt rather small
I tried to smile
But all I see is just a snarl
My hair is like lifeless hay
Eventhough I conditioned it every other day
Damn, what is wrong me
Could it be the aftermath of yesterday?
Argh!
Forget about it
I am going out anyway.

P/S: Forgive me for the bad poetry.