It's about his shoulders...

Okay, something personal from me. Well, I was going to post about a very arrogant speaker but I guess negativity and sarcasm are energy suckers, so let's talk about mushy, cheesy, lovey-dovey stuffs instead.

I have a crush on a friend of mine since we were in college several years back. The crush is growing strong everyday but I don't really have the guts to throw my emotions at him. He might run away and well, you know how it will go on.

So, one day, we went out for a drink and he mentioned about his best friend getting married in a forthnight. He was supposed to be the best man, but since there was a work commitment going on that time, he had to decline. I told him he should be his best friend's best man (well, after all he IS his best friend) but he said he can't. There are other guys more suitable, he said.

So I said, "Ngam la bah tu...ko kan nda sehensem dia, so you won't distract any girls on his special day." 

Dia pun terdiam.

He can't even touch his food.

Oooppssss.

Me and my loud mouth.

Then I said...

"Well, you are not as handsome as he is but you do have strong shoulders. Good, strong ones to lean on (for me). You look so macho bah with that pair of shoulders."

Baru si kawan tersenyum. Dei.

Well, he does have a good, strong shoulders.

If I have a problem, I could lean on him.

If I cry, I could cry on his shoulders.

His shoulders could support me when I'm feeling down.

When we see a beautiful sunset or sunrise, I could put my head on his shoulder and steal a gaze at his eyes.

Smoldering eyes are so ordinary,

To praise his kiss can be so cliched,

To say he has big hands...okayyyyyy.....

But I think I was attracted by his shoulders.

Weird kan saya?

But anyways, he does not and will never know about how I am captivated by his shoulders.

Wish I can put my head on his shoulders...haha.